Rashanique_TheWriter
Thursday, February 6, 2020
Inspirational Shorts
Falling Short of the Glory..whose Glory are you falling short of
Roman 3:23 talks about falling short of the glory of God .
Basically you will never be has perfect as GOd.
So, why try?
When I was a girl, I used to construct some of the most hideous crafts for my Parents. Glue running everywhere, I would find some rocks or ribbon to put on a Valentine Day card or Mother's day gift. One year for Father's day sticks out more than anything, I was in the second grade and that would make it about 1982 so the Happy Meal toys at McDonald's were crucial to my toy collection. I'm not sure what character the blonde haired, square looking white man was supposed to be but he was a lego man with a sheriff badge on his chest. Since, it was close to Father's day, I figured I would make a craft with this white man, lego sheriff action figure for my Father, right. I took the white backing from a stocking package it was like white card stock, folded it in half and got some red tulle for somewhere, got my elmer's white glue and tried to make something out of some scraps. I scribbled some words on the inside about him being the greatest Dad which is very true. But it was so ugly! If the card wasn't ugly enough, I put inside of a red school box to make it look like more of a gift. My family always had a special dinner for holidays and Father's day was one of those days. We gathered at the table in the kitchen and Mom started to bring the food and my sister set-up the card table for Father's day gifts. We ate first , I was so anxious to see his face when he saw my gift, I was embarrassed about how ugly it was. I wrote such meaningful words inside of the card, maybe Dad wouldn't laugh too hard at my creation.
Finally, getting through dessert my sister started the gift giving, here Daddy this is from me, my sister said, she got him a tie, so typical all Father's get ties on Fathers Day, Mom gave my Dad a suit I can't top that, then Daddy said, whose this red box from, Little Buddy, my sister said sarcastically. Let me see here, My Dad began to open the red school box, my heart started pumping he was going to laugh at me why didn't I just put my name on my Mom's Father's day card, but no I wanted to stand alone I wanted to give my Daddy my own gift. When my Dad opened the gift his eyes got big and he started smiling then he read the inside of the card: What do you get the greatest Father in the world?
Me! That's right Little Buddy, Daddy said, you are the best gift for me my Little Buddy as he put me on his lap and I lay on his chest I could smell the Lagerfeld cologne he always wears.
25 years later
I like to wear hats occasionally and my Dad as a collection of hats worn and unworn as I was searching for a suitable sky for my ensemble, I came across a red box. The red schoolbox I gave Daddy when I was in the second grade he kept it and it wasn't in a pile of junk it was in his daily reach at the top of the closet. I heard my Father creaking upstairs and then I heard his voice, who's in my room? It's me Daddy, Im looking for a hat, I showed him the red box why do you still have this ugly thing Daddy? We sat on the bed together and I handed him the box I would never throw anything you made for me no matter how it looks, under the sheriff Father's day card were other ugly things i had created for my Father. I had tears in my eyes Daddy you kept all these? I keep whatever my children give me because it was your best at that time, all your creations got better over the years but now you can see where you came from. Your effort and love in the creation is what I see nothing but Love only. Thanks Dad, I said.
Moral:
People may laugh and chastiste what your praise gift is but your glory is not for man it's for your Father to enjoy!
No matter what your praise or glory looks like your Father is pleased because its a present for him..
Wednesday, February 5, 2020
Inspirational Shorts
If God Gossiped
1 Samuel 16:7
1 Samuel 16:7 New International Version (NIV)
7 But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”
Sun coming up over a typical neighborhood in black America.Dogs barking
People coming out of their houses going to work, children going to school, buses , bikes, cars the morning rush hour as begun.
A man listening to his radio rolls down his window and hears a loud voice from the heavens; Willy drinks when he's sad!, People looking around to see where the voice came from a loud heavy voice of a man. " Shirley is digging in her nose and cheating on her husband, Shirley peaks her head from under the covers and so does the man with Shirley.
Where is the voice coming from, and why was it telling secrets? The voice continued, James is gay, Keith is a killer of small animals, every secret you could imagine was on display neighbors and families looking at each other in disbelief.
A crowd started to form on Main St. of people gathering to hear the secrets. People laughing, crying others becoming terribly angry about what they were hearing.
Moral: God sees everything and all you worried about is some silly human finding out:-)
Tuesday, January 14, 2020
Look Rich Broke Bitch Pitch
Objective Summary
Look Rich Broke Bitch is a weekly television series
developed for 40 something women or (men) who are starting over and need tips
on surviving their journey.
The show will change the negative stigma of starting over
for 40 something’s who move back in with their parents. People who have
suffered through divorce, loss of a job or just a string of bad luck sometimes
have to start all over. The series will give a step-by-step process and
survival tips about life during the transitional period; it’s a positive show
but realistic about the situation.
“Pity both parents and the American housing market:
Millennial are moving back home with their folks -- and they aren’t moving
out.
Almost 40 percent of young adults lived with their
parents, stepparents, grandparents and other relatives last year, or the
highest point in 75 years; according to data from real estate analytics company
Tulia. The only time in U.S. history when the share has been higher was in
1940, when the U.S. economy was regaining its footing from the Great Depression
and the year prior to the country’s entry into World War II.”
By AIMEE PICCHI MONEYWATCH December 21, 2016, 2:25 PM
Young adults living with their parents hits a 75-year high
Pity, why is it a pity? Trust me nobody wants to move back
in with their parents their nice people but God Bless the child, you know the
verse.
In 2004, I married the love of my life and had a beautiful
son the following year.
My husband and I were living the American Dream in one of
Houston’s upscale Black neighborhoods, we went to the best church, we were both
college educated, we were tall and beautiful all my prayers had been answered.
I was married before I was 35 and popped out a child, had a job and a nice
condo off Holly Hall.
Then reality set in the marriage that looked pretty good on
the outside was hot garbage on the inside. The only good thing that came out of
the marriage was my son; he is the only reason I survived such turmoil and
abuse. The same time my marriage was ending my career was going through a
transition meaning I suddenly didn’t have a job either, such a low point in my
life.
I had a place to go, back to my parent’s house; I have been
back to my parent’s house
more times than I can count. I usually go back to the
parental units when I run out of money or can’t pay my bills it’s kind of the
same thing but this time I swallowed my pride cause I have a son. With open
arms and Christian Values my parents are always glad to open the door to me but
this time it was different, I had ended a second marriage now and my kid is
almost 13 and I am 42!
Goals
The show will change the negative stigma of starting over
for 40 something’s who move back in with their parents. The audience will view
the main character as a person that’s going through the same issues she has
decided to approach it differently, with a Rich outlook. Rashanique topics
range from always looking your best even on the lowest budget, dating while
living your parents and raising a 30 year-old 7th grader. People who
have suffered through divorce, loss of a job or just a string of bad luck
sometimes have to start all over. The series will give a step-by-step process
and survival tips about life during the transitional period; it’s a positive
show but realistic about the situation.
The audience will see the transition period as a journey or
adventure we are on the bottom but now we have nothing to lose let’s plan a way
to get out of this situation and stay out. The audience should feel empowered
after the series ends to fight back with necessary blows and just emotional
ones.
Everybody Loves the Sunshine
Everybody Loves the Sunshine
By
Rashanique Williams
They call me Ray short for Gloria Ray my Daddy
always told me I was a ray of sunshine. I will believe that for the rest of my
life it was the last thing my Daddy ever said to me. My Daddy passed about 2
years ago it has been an adjustment, in my strong Momma voice. My Mother is a
flawless stranger I was more of a Daddy’s girl but I was forced into her world
when he left. At times I would see girls
about my age going with their mother’s to beauty salons, getting manicures and
other girly things.
I never saw myself as a girl, I am
a girl, well now at 13 I am a girl and I need my Mother. But in a way she is
gone too. Momma and Daddy met in high
school you could tell Daddy loved Momma they were best friends I saw them love
each other and have fun with each other. Daddy was Momma and I’s buffer, I know
she loves me but she doesn’t like to get dirty like me and Dad did.
My Mother is a Black queen in an
all white castle. You can visit but don’t stay. In her Ivory castle are beautiful
works of art that she paints when she’s not writing, that’s the only dirt you
saw on her and the only time you saw her hair messed up. In the extra bedroom
in the back of the house she made the whole room into a studio with a record
player, records, wine and canvas she was in another part of heaven the only
place we connected. When Daddy passed away a few years ago Momma put a piece of
her away and I understood my Father was the only person that didn’t try to
change her and now he’s gone.
I was the only one who had to
understand I was the only child and I was glad. I love my mother but I don’t
know her I literally grew up in my father’s hands. Everyday he got home from work we would race
to eat Momma’s dinner and go to the garage. Daddy had a record player out there
shelves of paint cans, fertilizer, mulch all the tools a great garage would
have and an old couch from his bachelor pad. I would ride my bike around the
block and Daddy would help me with my bike tricks and give me money for the ice
cream truck. Momma stayed in the house a lot she is playwright and an artist.
Momma has written some great plays the society papers here have reviewed them and
we traveled to New York to see an off-Broadway version of her most successful
story “Purgatory’s Paradise”. I don’t remember much about the trip I was two
years old but the pictures are great.
I would describe Momma as a
peninsula she has surrounded herself with herself and connected to me with a
bridge of Daddy. Momma and Daddy shared
a lot of things together their biggest love besides me was music together they
were the music connoisseur couple, they knew everything about music; from
straight ahead jazz, rhythm and blues, big band even classical! I was proud
when they talked about music at their weekly Friday parties Momma was a totally
different person in front of company she was on stage. My parents would play
records on the hi-fi in the front room and she would dance. It was a huge piece
of furniture with a “30” inch screen in the middle of the console there was a
record player on one side and a radio on the other end it was beautiful. Momma
and Daddy love Minnie Ripperton they always played her records.
We have a nice house a one story
Mid-Century Modern home in the center of Hiram Clarke, Texas on Louise Lane. A
patio out back with my big mutt dog Stash; it’s. It’s a few blocks away from
Kirksey Estates. Kirksey Estates is a gated community filled with two story
mansions complete with pools and some houses have tennis courts.
Daddy had a good job we were
blessed they told me Daddy had a degree in business from Prairie View A&M
University got his Masters at University of Houston a very intelligent and
gentle man. Don’t get daddy mad it’s not a good thing and that’s all I will say
about that. In 1979 my Father was named Director of Community Services at a
place called Gulf Coast.
My parents didn’t really argue in
front of me but you knew when they were mad at each other they were silent.
Otherwise, my parents were very silly with each other they got along like best
friends in fact they both said I married my best friend.
When I start missing daddy and want
to cry I never let her see, I don’t want her sad on my account. When the sad
time would arrive I would get on my bike and ride and let the sun hit my face
it would dry my tears and allow me to get it out I would peddle fast as my legs
would go and get the wind in my ponytail.
When Momma would get sad she would
often fall silent. Why did Daddy
have to go away? Damn, it was a
Tuesday Daddy came in dressed for work he was always so sharp and handsome with
his 6-foot frame broad shoulders perfect curly dark hair and distinguished
glasses, Momma fit him to a ‘T”. Daddy came in the kitchen and plopped his
briefcase on the counter in the kitchen. Momma told Daddy to get out of the
refrigerator she was making him a plate of eggs, bacon, and sausage and of
course grits! Daddy had been in the service so he ate at the same time everyday
every meal had to be ready at a certain time he was trained that way. This
morning Momma wasn’t feeling well, but she came and made his plate anyway. I
was good with cereal I will eat again when I get to school. It was like any
other day except I did have a stomachache and it was raining I hated rain so
dark and you can’t see the sun. Daddy sat down across from me and whispered
good morning, “Little buddy”. That was my secret name we only used in the
clubhouse or garage. I let is slide because he did whisper it, we will meet at
0600hours; 6’oclock in the clubhouse, Daddy said. I laughed and said, ok.
Then he got up from the table and
left his plate half eaten, walked over to momma and kissed her. Smack! On the
lips both their eyes closed looking real General Hospital love scene-ish.
“Yuck, children present”, I said. They laughed, Daddy came over to me and said,
give me some sugar, and you will always be my Ray of sunshine. My eyes lit up
like a girl on Christmas morning, how did I know it was the last time? It was a
long day at school much of it was a blur.
I walked home in the rain because Momma
forgot to pick me up, I was heated, and I stomped in every puddle on the way
home. When I got home nobody was there I had to find the extra key under the
flowerpot on the porch. I took off my wet clothes and got in the shower and
washed my hair, after I finished I wrapped a towel around my head like an
African Princess and got a huge beach towel to put around me.
Just then I heard the key in the
door I thought it was Daddy. I saw Mr. Williams bring Momma in the house she came in soaked
from the rain. Mr. Williams lived about four blocks over in Kirksey Estates.
Mr. Williams was in charge of distribution on the southwest side of town for
“Afrostrocracy News”. A tall thin well-dressed
gentleman he walked Momma into the living room and sat her down Momma said
nothing. Hi Momma, I said with my hand on my hip and much attitude cause I had
to walk home in the rain. Mr. Williams pulled me into the other room I was very
nervous I was naked under that towel. Mr. Williams kneeled down and said
someone called from Daddy’s office and said he complained of a headache earlier
today he said he was going to take a nap in his office and never woke up.
I screamed and ran into Momma she
just sat there staring into space and crying I reached on the top of my head
and gave Momma my towel off my head to dry her tears. I ran to the front door
outside into the streets and cried so loud and so hard in that bath towel.
Mr. Williams ran outside in the
rain to retrieve me. Keep quiet child, he said it’s going to be all right we
are going to take care of you and your Mother. By we Mr. Williams meant him and
his wife Myrtle, Myrtle Helen Moore Williams. She stood 4’11 had skin the color
of cinnamon toast and always dawned an opal marque shaped cocktail ring she was
a giant in the community. Ms. Moore-Williams graduated cum laude with a degree
in Education from Huston-Tilllotson University in Austin, Texas class of 1945.
She taught at the Ned E. Williams Elementary School and demanded she teach all
the so call “problem kids”. Ms. Moore – Williams would turn these kids around
she took time with the kids and walked some of them home. Everybody loved her
she taught everybody else’s kids but they never had any children of their own. After
having a breakdown in the middle of Louise St. I went to my room put on some
clothes and came back out to assist Mr. Williams with Momma. We walked her to their bedroom where she
promptly ran in the closet to put one od daddy’s shirts on and then collapsed
into bed, Momma are you alright, she didn’t answer she starting sobbing and calling
his name. Mr. Williams took my hand and said come on, you come home with us
tonight. He was right Momma was in no condition for anything now.
Riding in Mr. Williams’s black Cadillac with
my head down crying I felt so lost and I had to leave Momma. Even though I
didn’t really know her I knew she needed me. In no time it seems we arrived at
the gated community Kirksey Estates. Mr. Williams pulled this long wood grain
and gold remote control looking thing out of his glove compartment and the huge
iron-gate opened. We turned down Estes Parkway and I think their house took up
the whole street. Mr. Williams pulled his black Cadillac in the driveway
slowly. The tall gentlemen rushed to get out of the car and came around to my
door opened it and grabbed my hand.
Mrs. Moore-Williams stood in the
front atrium of the house filled with elephant ear plants with her arms open
she ushered me into the dark room with a curtain with only a sliver of light
coming through she opened the curtain and I was right in this beautiful safari
themed decorated room. Through my tears I noticed the drop down entrance complete
with a lion statue and leopard rug. There was some kind of thick white carpet
that felt like mink under my feet I had to wipe my eyes and look down and get a
closer look. In the distance across the
sheik of Africa room I saw a bedroom door open with a pink canopy bed. I had
never been on this side of the neighborhood before our house was nice but their
house, wow. The room with the pink canopy bed was closer and closer.
As I walked in the pink canopy
bedroom I looked to the left and saw a gigantic mural. Bold colors of black,
purple, pink and many other colors it was a woman walking up a long staircase
with a flowing gown and long hair both flowing in the wind. She’s looking up
towards the sky and going up the stairs, the stairs are black and a little
distorted but she has this expression like “I have to go” she looked determined
and strangely familiar. There was an artist name down on the right side of the
mural I had to see who painted this masterpiece.
Just then, Mrs. Moore Williams
approached me and touched my shoulder in her hands were two cups of hot cocoa
and a yellow gown draped over her arm. She told me put this on baby, there was
an old fashioned divider like in the old west movies in the corner with fancy
birds painted on the front it was in front of a large vase of giant peacock
feathers I went behind the screen and slipped on the gown it was long and
elegant. I saw a robe on the pink canopy bed she motioned to me to get the robe.
We sat on the pink canopy bed it felt like a cloud she gave me a mug topped
with whipped cream we both sipped at the same time and started to talk.
I felt so sad and grown up she told
me about her life and when she lost her mother at my age we both cried. But it
was nice Mr. Williams came in the room after a few hours and asked if I was
hungry. I told him I missed Momma he said he went back to check on her and he
made sure she got to sleep. He told me I could go back home whenever I got
ready but let my Momma be alone tonight. Sometimes the dead comes back, and he
left the room.
Mrs. Moore –Williams put her arm
around me and said we will go back first thing in the morning. Yes, ma’am I
said, I mean Mrs. Moore- Williams, call me Ms. Myrtle all my friends do, and
you’re my new friend. I got a chill down my back this lady was so important and
now she’s my friend. She left the room after she made sure I was settled she
turned off the light and I was left only with a small nightlight in the corner
shaped like a high heel shoe. I lay down on the extremely soft bed and
disappeared between the feather down mattress and fluffy pink comforter. This
is just what I needed just then I remembered why I needed it and fell asleep
crying for Daddy.
I woke up the next morning rolled
up in a ball in the queen size pink canopy bed I smelled bacon, eggs and
biscuits. I got up and saw the mural again I mean it’s taking up an entire wall
so I woke up to it. It was a bold mural to say the least and I can finally see
who painted I walked over to the massive piece of art and I heard Mrs.
Moore-Williams I mean, Ms. Myrtle, yell for me to come eat breakfast. When I
came back to the pink canopy bedroom my clothes from last night’s rainstorm
were on the bed clean and pressed. I put them on took a deep breath and walked
out to the safari themed living room she held my hand as we walked outside to
her little white Volkswagen MG. When I
got into the convertible sports car she put the top down and lit a cigarette.
Damn, she was a cool old lady down to the gold foil slippers with a pointy toe.
The sun was shining again she
handed me a pair of cat eyeglasses leopard print of course, ladies always where
there shades outside, she said. As we drove to the house with Marvin Gaye
playing on the radio I dreaded going back to my house from my newly discovered
fantasyland.
We arrived at the house Mrs.
Moore-Williams I can’t call her Ms. Myrtle knocked on the front door and Momma
didn’t answer. You could hear 5th Dimension playing very loud, Will
you marry me Bill was the song. We went around to the back patio and we opened
the gate door and Stash got out that crazy dog I ran after him and came back to
the yard. Momma saw Mrs. Moore-Williams she was sitting in the same chair from
last night she walked over and opened the door. Stash rushed in the house and
bumped Momma I ran and shut off the hi-fi. When I came back to the front room
Mrs. Moore-Williams was hugging Momma.
I went into the kitchen to give
them some privacy through the kitchen to the door that leads to the garage. It
still smelled of Daddy I sat on the couch in the garage put both hands on my
face and cried. Momma and I never spoke about daddy except in silence we would
forever speak about him mentally never in spoken word. Momma would go silent
from time to time when this would happen I would call Mrs. Moore-Williams and
she would rescue me. I would get to see a lot of Kirksey Estates for the next few
months.
Mr. Williams owned the newspaper
distribution on the southwest side of town. All the boys in the neighborhood
wanted that route some of the other routes were hard to collect from because of
finances or dogs too many distractions to collect from customers and they never
tip! The rich side of the neighborhood does tip and pay on- time so everybody
wants Route 8B.
Mr. Williams couldn’t decide who
should take over the route after Carter James the neighborhood track star
graduated high school and went off to college. Mr. Williams had a great idea
have a bike race and I was the only girl signed up to compete, but I didn’t
care I figure, why not? Daddy and me talked about that paper route before he
died he said it would be a great first job for me.
See, when Momma when into her
“missing daddy spells” at times she was gone for days. Mrs. Moore-Williams, I
can’t call her Myrtle left their phone number on the refrigerator I was told to
call anytime. No real family is close
enough for me to call and ask for anything so they said they were going to be
like my Grandparents.
I needed this paper route to help
Momma I have to be her best friend now that daddy is gone. I could assist her
with groceries and maybe even a light bill. I just want to try to help her in
some way.
Momma doesn’t write as much anymore
but she still paints in the extra room in the back of the house. She closes the
door and shuts the world out until she’s finished. I haven’t been in that room
in a while, never invited. I was walking home from school one day when I got
home I didn’t see Momma. I heard some noise in the back in her self-made art
studio. I opened the door and saw Momma on her stool with a huge canvas in
front of her she was so serious she had paint on her face my dad’s old shirt
and jeans. I don’t think she knew I was standing there I looked around the
studio and saw paintings that looked familiar, It’s the lady from the mural at
Mr. and Mrs. Williams house. Did Momma paint the mural?
In that second she saw me and she was stunned.
She put her hand out reaching for me she grabbed me in and put me right in
front of her. She stared at me and said yes I know. Who was she talking to?
Momma, are you ok? Shhhh she said, your daddy is talking, Momma stop please, I
said. I believed her I was just scared I wanted Daddy the way he was not
somewhere just whispering, she wanted him anyway she could have him.
I looked at the painting it was the
same woman walking up a staircase again. Just then she handed me an old shirt,
changed the record pulled out some extra paintbrushes and sat behind me.
Positioned in front of me was a white canvas I have never painted really before
except at school. Momma told me to close my eyes and listen to the music, relax
and paint what you feel. As she stood behind me I felt her fingertips on my
temples everything turned into a burst of dancing color. I heard him call to me
it was Daddy I love you, Ray. Tears rolled down my face as I painted faster and
faster.
This is what Mrs. Moore- Williams
tried to explain to me let her go when she goes but if you make a connection
with her she will come back. Painting was our connection. I had been invited to
stay in the ivory tower. We were silent for hours painting and listening to the
music my picture was full of yellow, bright yellow, dark mustard yellow Momma
said you heard your Daddy. You can hear him real well when you don’t speak. Yes
I did I could feel him I looked at Mommas painting the same woman from the
Williams’s house. Momma who is that lady
I said, you, Momma said. You painted me on Mr. and Mrs. Williams wall? With tears rolling down my face every picture
she painted had my face. Momma why don’t you talk to me, I observe you, she
said. I’m not like other Mothers I knew you were a leader before you were born.
I always paint you in front of a staircase cause you will always be lifted. I
never knew she loved me like that and she’s listening to Daddy when she’s
silent.
With Momma and I’s new connection we
create together and when she needs to be silent I communicate through our paintings.
I have gotten pretty good not as good as Momma but I don’t feel so shut out.
Momma doesn’t grieve as long anymore, Mrs. Moore-Williams has been helping with
that. From the day after my father died Mrs. Moore-Williams kept meeting with
Momma mostly when I was at school. I would come back home and see projects they
had done together she kept her busy creating. Momma has finished staining a
bookcase and painted my room for a surprise. Mrs. Moore-Williams said I could
help by having my own project and involving her.
She would tell me if you keep
moving your Momma will keep moving when she needs to be silent paint with her
and she will come back faster. I didn’t tell her that Daddy speaks to us when
we paint that will be our secret. Daddy was going to get Momma and I together
one way or another I hate he’s gone but now I know Mommy.
I have been training like crazy
getting teased at school for wearing ankle weights everyday, thanks Jane Fonda!
Tease me! Do you know how bad I want this? I will go through any kind of
tongue-lashing. Two weeks before the
race it rained everyday; how was I going to get my outside training in? I
needed the energy from the sun I get a little down when it rained it rained the
day my Dad died. I started training inside of the house. Momma scolded me about
marking up the hardwood floors with my bike so I had to improvise.
Daddy bought me a Yellow Cactus
Flower bike that was too big for any 5 year-old but he taught me how to ride. Saturday
morning, I know I haven’t really slept in days I ‘ve been popping up early
running in place in my room and doing PBS workouts in the morning before I get
in the shower for school. I want to be ready I’ve seen the boys around school
eating ice cream and junk from the cafeteria not me I’m in training. Saturday
Morning the Day of the race! This race was so important Carter James came back
from college for the weekend just to fire the starting pistol and to be a
non-bias judge. I put on my electric blue tracksuit inspired by Beat Street the
movie my new Zips sneakers. I checked on Momma before I left and she was good,
she said she would drive down to the park in about 15 minutes. On the way to
the race I grabbed my Walkman and put my favorite song of the week on, Owner of
a Lonely Heart by Yes.
As, I started to ride I pulled my
head back to catch all the southern sun on my face. Just then my bike started
riding funny I looked down and my chain had something stuck in it looks a like
a shoelace. When did that get in there, where did it come from? I will try and fix it when I get to the race I
will walk my bike up the bike trail. I didn’t want Momma to see me struggling
with the bike I felt like I was going to cry. Lean back girl don’t them roll
down your face the guys will see and think you’re shook. As, I walked the trail
with my bike struggling along I made it to the school where the race was taking
place, it was about 5 blocks from our house. Ned E. Williams Elementary named
after the first black teacher in the neighborhood. It was a sunny day the kind
I like because I am the sunshine my life is spent in the sunshine. Five boys
and one girl line up everybody else is on their bike and I walk up to the start
line. Mr. Williams yells out, Ray where is your bike? Oh, couldn’t fix my bike
I had to pull the kick stand down and leave it on the basketball courts with
tears running down my eyes, I kneeled down to try and get the string out but I
couldn’t. I heard Momma say, Ray what’s wrong and she ran over. Momma was here
and I was glad.
Help me momma, I said. Momma looked
at me as if she had seen a ghost Momma said Elton you have to do this. Elton,
is my Daddy’s name Momma, I’m not Daddy she said, yes you are and what would Daddy
do right now? I thought for a second with the bell in the background signaling
the beginning of the race. I looked at Momma and told her I ‘m gone run.
Back to the start line all the boys
on their bikes and I yelled down to Mr. Williams and said I’m going to run this
race. The boys all screamed you have to be the craziest broad we ever seen! I
was ready now. Mr. Williams walks down to my starting block he’s going to have
to hear this close up. What is this girl, you running? Yes. Mr. Williams I am,
but that wouldn’t be fair to you, he responded. I don’t care I still have to
compete and my bike is broken.
Can you ride somebody else’s bike,
never I said. I ride my bike or run that’s it. My legs were shaking as I was
talking to him, I couldn’t believe the bull I just fed him and I believed
it. Mr. Williams eyes got big and said,
girl if you do that I will just give you the route you got more balls than any
boy out here. Thanks, Mr. Williams but I would rather earn it, he whispered to
me you already did, in my book. I was proud and I know Mommy and Daddy are too.
Mrs. Moore-Williams rewarded me with her gold marque shaped cocktail ring! I
love that old lady!
Friday, December 6, 2019
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